Thanks to Mirella Santana for her beautiful image, Inner Loneliness!
Vidan looked through the small
barred window on the door. On the far side of the bare room, he saw Ulani
perched on the single wooden chair. The chair faced into the room, but she
rested on her knees with her chin on the low stone sill. Her long black hair
fell in thick ropes against her back, and her once-white gown hung in webbed
tatters. She had a careful technique for pulling the threads to make the
intricate wings that she painstakingly stitched onto the back. They draped
behind her, trailing almost to the floor.
He leaned his head against the
glass and peered to the left. She had not eaten breakfast, despite his
exhortations. He could usually convince her with a little cajoling, along with
gentle reminders of the consequences. When he gave her 11 o’clock meds, he
would remind her they would put her on an IV if she did not eat. She hated
being in the infirmary. There was no window and they took off her wings.
Vidan was one of the good nurses.
He genuinely cared about his charges. He wanted them to be well, to get better.
Some did. Some didn’t. Some, like Ulani, didn’t see reality the same way the
rest of the world did. To Ulani, her wings were real. When they forcibly
removed her gown and wings, she screamed and fought until they rugged and
restrained her. When she woke, she begged them to stop the bleeding, to restore
her wings.
It was Vidan who learned how much
better she behaved when they left her wings on. Vidan who learned how to talk
with her, connect between their two realities. When he asked her what she saw
out the window, she described a foreign landscape from a castle keep, not the
dismal rooftop view of air-conditioning units and drying laundry. She spoke of
cattle and battalians of soldiers sharing the fields surrounding the castle.
Horsemen and giant horses training, riding, racing, hunting. A rose garden
surrounding a vegetable garden planted in curved patterns of raised beds.
She would not talk about the
people though. When Vidan pressed her about her family and friends, Ulani would
break down in tears and curl into the chair, face pressed against the back,
retreating too far into her reality for him to reach. Then he would rub her
shoulders and brush her hair with a worn wooden brush, and finally leave her
alone to rest and return when she felt safe enough.
When Vidan closed the heavy door
behind him, and Ulani heard the bolt slide into the lock, she would sigh and
stretch, reaching up to rest her forehead on the cool windowsill. Her wings
unfurled and stretched behind her, gently waving in the room’s quiet stillness.
Dogs in house
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Houdini, Brindle
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Time writing:
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~30 minutes, distracted
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July word
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15,872
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