I nodded and shook his hand,
pressing into it a few of Suphora’s and my hard-earned coins from my honest
work in the market.
I found Suphara surrounded by kind
women, who dried her tears and brushed out her hair, braiding it into the long
coils they once again wrapped around her delicate neck. I went to the baker and
bought the rest of his day-old bread to share with them, to thank them for
mothering her for a little while.
That night, we curled up together
by the fire, and I held both her hands together in mine. “Suphara, why did you
tell the medico you never breathed the poison smoke? You told me the first
night we met about how the infidels burned your village and your parents died
from breathing the smoke after they brought you here.”
She began to cry. “I didn’t want
those memories, so I used them for my magic.” She sniffled and pulled a hand
free to wipe her eyes and nose on her sleeve.
“I don’t understand,” I complained,
thinking about her magic. “How do you use memories for your magic?”
She sat up and rested her hands on
her knees. “There is always a price for magic,” she said. “Each time I use
magic, it costs a memory.
“Every time? What do you mean, it
costs a memory?”
“I don’t remember that memory
anymore. That’s why I separate my memories every day, into those I want to
keep, and those I want to use.”
I remembered her hands moving the
first time we met, and suddenly it all fell into place. But… “Then you should
not use so much! You'll use up all your memories!”
She dropped her head and said
softly, “It doesn’t matter. I don’t have that many good memories to keep.
Better to use them for magic that helps make our lives better, don’t you
think?”
Exhausted by the day, we lay down.
She rested her head on my shoulder and fell asleep. I still held her hand and
listened to her breathing. Before I fell asleep, I whispered, “It’s okay. I’ll remember them for you,
then.”
To
be continued?
Dogs in house:
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Houdini
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Time writing
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~1 hour
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June word
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9,012
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Writing report:
ReplyDeleteNovel editing, Ch28
Time: ~25 min