Erik tapped his fingers against his thigh with restless
energy. The commander had signaled Silence.
Wait. over three hours ago, and they’d had no further word. Martin had
caught an ant lion and was watching it crawl up his rifle shoulder strap. When
it neared the top, he flipped the rifle and watched with amusement as the ant
lion bit and held on, then began its journey once again.
Erik was starting to feel like the ant lion, doubting they
would ever reach a real destination. They’d been marching through the Ardennes for
days, bivouac tents providing little protection from the biting December winds.
Erik had eyed the small, shuttered woodkeeper’s hut they passed at lunchtime
with longing. Sleeping in his bag on a wooden floor was unimaginable luxury. At
least it was not snowing. Erik lit two cigarettes and handed one to Martin.
Martin reached over and took it with the ghost of a
smile. “These things’ll kill you,” he
said, an old joke between them. He flipped his rifle again, stamping the butt
in the leaf litter. Erik flinched at the noise. He looked for the ant lion and
was impressed by its determination. It still hung on, and as the strap’s
swinging stilled, it began to climb once more. Martin motioned to Erik’s
fingers. “What are you playing? Would I know it?”
Erik shot him a hard look. “It’s not a cabaret tune. You probably
wouldn’t know it.” His fingers never stopped moving.
Martin grinned. “Try me. I bet it’s Mozart. You love your
Mozart.”
Erik rolled his eyes. Martin knew nothing about classical
piano. He didn’t even recognize “Eine kleine Nachtmusik” when Erik hummed it
for him, their first week together, on the train from Köln to their first
station in Bastogne.
Martin soon discovered Erik’s nearly continual
finger-playing, and teased him mercilessly. If Erik could consciously have
stopped doing it, he would. He’d done it for so long, he didn’t even think
about it any more. In fact, he wasn’t even always consciously aware of what
music he was playing. Martin would ask him, and he would have to stop and
think, to hear it in his head.
“Handel. From the Messiah,” Erik said after a long moment.
He continued playing against his thigh and hummed the tune softly.
Martin listened closely and smiled with recognition. “Hey, I
know that one! They play it in church at Christmas.” Erik nodded. It was the most
he could hope for from Martin.
Their radio hissed static, and they both froze. Move out. Martin sighed and flicked the
ant lion back into the leaves. He buckled his helmet and settled his rifle on
his shoulder. He stepped out of their makeshift shelter, and Erik leaned over
to tighten his bootlaces. His blistered feet groaned in protest. And the world
exploded.
Erik woke at in dim light. His ears were ringing, and he
couldn’t hear anything else. He put his hand to his forehead and felt it sticky
with blood. He’d been out for awhile then. He sat up and fell back as his head
tried to fall apart again. Sitting up more slowly, he looked around for Martin,
but there was no sign of him. There was no sign of anything. The forest was
burned to the ground around him. But nothing still burned. He sniffed the air,
and there was no smoke, no ash drifting.
Unnerved, Erik called out for Martin, then froze. He did not
hear his own voice, even inside his head. He said Martin’s name again, softer,
he thought. He still didn’t hear it. He reached his hands up to his ears, but
felt no injury, no blood there. He shook his head in confusion.
He looked around for the radio, but Martin had carried it.
How could there be no sign of him? Looking around, Erik thought of the
woodkeeper’s hut. Perhaps there was a radio there. Maybe some emergency
rations. He stilled for a moment and did an internal survey. Other than the
head wound, he didn’t feel any injuries. All right then, the hut. He headed
back through the woods, except now it was almost open field, covered with thick
leaf litter, but no standing trees. Along the way, Erik kept listening for bird
song, for combat sounds, anything. He didn’t hear a sound. He snapped his
fingers right next to his ear, but heard nothing.
There was a slight rise near the hut, Erik remembered, and
scattered boulders that he’d thought looked like a giant’s marbles tossed on
the ground. Although he’d wandered a bit off course with no familiar landmarks,
he soon saw them in the distance. Coming past the last of the boulders, he
stopped short. There was no hut.
Standing on the leaves was a high-backed piano, like he used
to play in school. He looked around and saw no signs of movement. He approached
the piano as if it might be a bomb. He walked slowly around it, noting the
scratched up sides and worn keys, just like the school pianos he remembered.
He stood in front of it and ran his fingers over the keys
without touching them. Finally, he let his fingers fall, one by one. Each sweet
note sounded pure and strong. “Was is das?” he said, and did not hear it. He
started to play, and tears ran down his face. He played the Handel he’d been
fingering earlier, and Eine Kleine as a tribute to Martin. He knew a few
cabaret tunes, and he played those too. He paused to drop the rifle from his
shoulder and lean it against the piano. His fingers returned to the keys and he
let them lead the way, from one melody to the next.
Erik was afraid. He didn’t know what happened in the forest. He didn’t know where anyone was. He didn’t know what happened to his hearing, and if he would ever get it back. But he could hear the music, and for a little while at least, that would be enough.
Thanks to <writingprompts.tumblr.com> for the great image prompt!
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Houdini, Brindle
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This is very good :)
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