Jostain
holds the apple in his hand, pulling enough for the branch to sway down, but
not enough to tear the stem. If it breaks free, if he pulls just a little
harder, he will be a dead man. But first, oh, but first, he could taste it. All
of it. Standing guard around the tree, we all watch. And wait. And wonder.
Did Eve
pull the apple loose? Did the snake coil around and squeeze it free for her? Did
she give a morsel to Abel before he died? How did she and Adam survive the
madness? Were they immune, the original innocents? Standing guard around the
tree, we watched. And waited. And wondered.
We are
the last sons of Cain. We guard the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. The
knowledge of everything that is in the world. The knowledge that drives men
mad. Knowledge worth sacrificing our lives to protect. Knowledge worth dying
for. We guard the tree with the promise of a taste on our dying lips.
But some
forswear. If the knowledge drives men mad, the possibility of knowledge does
even moreso. Jostain, second only to his father, Lesteth, Leader of the
Guardians, broke the circle this morning and walked under the tree. Standing
guard around the tree, we watched. And waited. And wondered.
We do
not guard to keep people from the tree. Only to keep those who taste the
knowledge from leaving. From carrying that knowledge, that burden, that madness
out into the world.
We wait
for Jostain to choose. If a Guardian decides to taste the fruit of the tree,
his oath demands he sacrifice his own life. With a swing of his arm, Jostain
pulls the apple free and up to his mouth. He takes a big bite, chews with
relish. His eyes grow wide, the pupils darken. His face goes still, his hand
falls down, the apple drops to the earth. It shrivels and rots in seconds,
disintegrating into the bare dirt. No leaves fall from the tree.
Jostain’s
face lightens with a smile of pure joy. He pulls his dagger from its sheath,
presses the blade against his neck. Standing guard around the tree, we watch.
And wait.
Lesteth
turns his head. Weakness? Sorrow to lose his only son? With no change in
expression or posture, Jostain throws the knife into his father’s heart…
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And so, with a loving heart, I
offer you
Namaste
I’ve heard many
translations. Here’s my favorite:
The light of the universe that shines within me recognizes
the light of the universe that shines within you.
The light of the universe that shines within me recognizes
the light of the universe that shines within you.
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